Restrictions of life are like a prison.
The unfulfilled desire to travel
Body is chained by the lack of money.
Advertisements of trips
an luxurious hotels
are meaningless for me.
Luxury is just phantom of my fancy.
In the supermarket I see Brazilian
and Cedar nuts.
I crave to buy them.
I wish to feel their taste.
But they are too expensive for me.
I want always to have hot water
in my faucet.
But tomorrow hot water supply
will be ceased.
In autumn and winter
my apartment turns into cold mountain
because heating is very weak.
In that time I should go
to sleep in cap and jacket.
In my country alcohol, tobacco
and internet are cheap.
I dislike alcohol and tobacco.
But I like to go online.
I have friends from abroad
but I cannot visit them.
Also I cannot invite them
in my country
because they would be terrified
by my poverty.
They do not imagine...
I do not even remember
when I visited
the restaurant for the last time.
People in my country
believe in political saviors.
From time to time
they overthrow government.
in the future economical prosperity.
But I do not trust promises of politicians.
I do not wait for "prosperity in ten years" .
I have a longing for comfortable life now.
Sheikh Igor ibn Abi Sufyan Marinovsky